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Maple forest2009年10月 MY FIRST TIMEToday, i suddently feel i need to write down something to record everything in order to end with nothing in my life;
In my life it starts with zero, grows with many 1st times, may ends with zero;
In my life, it is full of adventures, i like to try different things;
I really don't know why , what, how , and when it happened.
My first time to walk => 1 year old;
My 1st time go to school => 5 years old;
My first amiga (friend)=> a rabbit (not the real one), when i went to the dentist ,my father bought for me. my first gift from my father;
My first mobile => NOKIA 6610. i think i got it in 2002 Dec. Now it still with me, but just hibernating;
My first time to go abroad => 2004 June 26th. it also the 1st time live with other family( homestay).why 26? In my life, there are too many 26;
My first date => 2004 Oct 16th;
My first time drive on the road by my self =>2006 May;
My first time tear for nothing => 2007 Dec;
My first time talk to a baby => 2009 Sep (palin, she can talk to me by phone now);
My first time feel i wanna stay with someone forever=> 2009 Oct 5th;
I have many goals in my life, some are set very high, some set very low; but still not be reached; if u ask me how many be reached. honestly, i don't know, but i know i still need to try , try for the 1st time,try for many reasons.
 2009年8月 MI BISSI DAY PERO LAISI MINDSunny days, cloudy days y ("and" in espanol^-^) rainny days. All i like and i don't like either. why? coz my mind is not working;
Uni, home, train &church even the temple are my peaceful PL for my mind even my heart. why? coz my mind is not working again;
Past, now and future, all i'm worrying about. why? the same as above.
In my life , so many things i don't know why, and i don''t wanna know why, coz ....
Now is the mid-night, i still don't wanna go to bed, i just wanna watch the stars, why? now i know, coz i wanna make a wish, two wishes, three wishes and n wishes upon stars. maybe the music turn my mind up. what music? It is called serre -moi (album of Putumayo Presents- Paris) . me, don't understand what he sing, but i can feel it. sometime, words doesn't explain as much as i feel in my mind / heart.
This wed was so happy, coz after the stressful class i got the change to leave the class earlier, and went out with my friend, let my lazzi body move. those pics are for my forever memory. OOOOh, i'm sleepy now, need to sleep now. good nite. i wish .....
  2009年7月 HOT TEA WITH MI FREEZING HEART有没有电炉 有没有热茶 有没有披肩 放在家 借用你臂胳 抱住我吧 你就当分离前 余兴吧 其实你是从炎夏开始不爱我 还是这亚热带
小岛气温迅速降下 何解一天间可以冰封三千尺 唇边都覆盖着 雪花 但 明明在夏季中穿着羽绒 还是冻你留下我 在满室冰块中 像明明在热带中 即使泪眼都哭肿却流下了大雪纷飞为你目送 冷静与热情 你是哪类型 怕踏破水面那薄冰 发现了实情也没法停 雪大到想回头无记认 其实你是从炎夏开始不爱我 还是这亚热带小岛气温迅速降下 何解一天间可以冰封三千尺 唇边都覆盖着雪花 但明明在夏季中穿着羽绒 还是冻你留下我 在满室冰块中 像明明在热带中 即使泪眼都哭肿 却流下了大雪纷飞为你目送 只愿创伤也急冻 你离别我 不痛 将热血都封在血管中 惩罚我当日爱得那么勇 有人奉劝 也不信冲入冷宫 此路既不通还要直进. 2009年3月 Whatever, no matter what .Today i feel so tire, i just finished the suplymentar exam of accouting managerial 301. , tears just mixed with the dew, in my heart i feel so empty. It is noy about the outcome of the exam, it is all about things all happened in these days. i think i like perfect , and also wanna be perfect; but i always know nothing , no one is perfect. why i still doing those silly things? actually i do not know either. Sleep night i sleep with stars , wake up with sunshine. i am happy to see bule sky , i like to smile with the sun. breeze make me feel i am belong to here, it can let me forget sadness for a while. even just one minute, if one day for one minutes, then 365 days in a yr, then it is 365 minutes which make up of 6.0833333.. hours for the whole yr. if the while is equal to 2 minutes, then the hrs will be doubled. ha...ha. but if i happy all the time then the calculation will be disapeared, why? coz there is no need to calculate. but as i mentioned before, nothing is perfect, threfore, the calculate still existe untill now. However, No matter what happened, things are changeable, no one can predict, whatever happened, just let it happen, let it go. i remember one of my friend he told me that : things met to be urs, it met to be urs. anyway, i think i need to cry for a while and laugh for a while, how? i am crazy? nope. i just try to listen to mi la musica to make me happy . by the way autumn is coming, i really like that season, i like the breeze, like the air, like the smell of the sun, i like everything in autumn. coz i appreciate life. i appreciate that people's smile, that is why the happy hr will be doubled and doubled again. Okay, hope everyon's happy hours will be doubled then triple......ha..  2008年9月 Mi Rue Herb This Winter looks long but short, coz i can feel summer is nearing, and winter just left his footprint. Gonna miss u Mr. Winter. ha...ha..
Stand aroud the cloths that i just wash with Strong sunshine and gentle breeze make me feel life is full of levender and color. he... he.. coz my cloths is colorful and smells like levender . but really not just of that reason, i really feel like that in that moment. Today suddently wanna eat the desser that my mum cook in the summer. it s called ' rue green bean seedweed desser'. such a long name. what is rue? it is a herb. which is grown in the south of China. Especially grow in Guangdong Province. in my Hometown --xiaolan, almost every one's house has one of that herb. coz it has planty of usages for all ages of people. in my hmetown everyone call it " chou cao", which translate into English is ' Bad smell grass', but in facto it is not smells bad, it smells nice, at least i like that smell. i think when u smell it , u gonna like that smell too. The Rue Herb has the following natural chemical ingredients: graaveoline, skimmianine, kokusaginin, edulinine, graveolinin, xanthotoxin.....etc. this herb has the usages of : diureic ; eczema; to simulate te circulation if blood; to detoxify ( relieve inernal heat or fever-Chinese saying) ; detumescence,,,,etc
In my hometown people like to cook that Rue Herb as a desser in the summer , coz it can help people to get ide ofthe internal heat and the bad things inside of the body. i have been make this desser for twice, i realise that it can make my skin better, al least no pimple. ha..ha.. like summer like rue herb........ today the flower of the Rue herb come out mucho. such a small yellow flower with a speciall smell attract a lot of bees. In Ausralia coz the weather is not too cold and not too hot, so very suitable for Rue herb to grow, so this herb can grow very well in all the seasons. 2008年7月 Peaceful PL I been waiting for a long time to there-Nantian Temple.Today i just went there by trian. Th temple looks far, but near .
The sound of the bell just like puring my heart and my mind. Trees and flowers have soul there even the stones as well. Haaaa, i picked one stone and took it to home today, it has the meaning of Lucky for me, he.... hope really can bring me luck in my life.
i prayed and wished ,and prayed and waished there, wish graduate soon, wished have good future, wished have a happy life,,,,,also wished all my wishes can come truth,,,,
Oh, one thing i have to mention is they got levender there, ha,,,one of my favourite flowers. such a samll purple flower why i love it so much? i think most of the girls love it as well. Actually levender is a magic flower for me, i can say it changed me a lot, changed the way i act , changed my manner. It is not exaggerated. coz leverder has the usage of ease agitaion and promote restful sleep. ha..ha.. in my room almost everything is made from levender, eg, body lotion, hand cream, body wash, shampoo, essential oil and,,,,,,
i think the people in the temple also know that flower make people feel peaceful and improve mental alertness.
oh, i talk flower again. of course, flower is very important in my life, just like music can not without rhythm, ,,,,
By the way, i took a lot of pics today. those stone carving looks like someone,, very myterious.ha,,ha,, have a look pls.
2007年2月 花语 你听过花说话嘛？没有？我也没有。 但我总觉得花是有灵魂的，她会哭，会笑， 是人呢，不，她可是我的心灵的慰藉。
当，残酷的风雨把她打得伤痕累累时， 她会羞答答地低下头；
当，风雨过后，她会坚强地含着泪水对你微笑；
当，你寂寞伤心时，她会静静地聆听你的心声；
当，你觉得房间空空时，她会为你房间增添几分颜色，点缀你的生活，丰富你的感情·····
花，有很多种，有：有情人喜欢的玫瑰；我爸爸喜欢的步步高升；我妈妈喜欢的姜花和火百合；当然还有我最喜欢的情人草，熏衣草和白菊。哈····
其实我什么花都喜欢，花心吧？但特别钟爱以上三种啦，为什么？
紫色的情人草，其实就是花的一种，小小紫色的小花在夏天可以养一个多星期，在冬天就跟不用说啦。如果你喜欢的话，可以用她来做干花是最好的选择；
熏衣草，给我一种很安静舒适的感觉，如果睡不好最好把熏衣草放房间最好不过了；
白菊，天生我就对她有一种特别的感觉；哈···也许因为我从小就在“菊城”长大的缘故吧。菊城是哪里？菊城就是我家乡：小榄。没听过？没关系，现在听过了吧？哈··
记得看过一则报道说：一个科学家把两盘同样的花一盘放在屋外，一盘放在屋里有阳光照射到的地方。经过一段时间后，屋子里的花长得特别好，因为科学家经常放轻音乐给她。（其实我忘记了科学家是为了证明音乐的作用还是花有听觉系统－－很搞笑啦。）但说到底我总觉得花有灵魂（个人意见而已。）
有个成语说得好，它基本上说：花多美，都需要绿叶来扶持。其实是真的，花没有绿叶又怎么作光合作用呢？但木棉是例外的啦。
小时候喜欢花是因为看到花很美，是喜欢她的外在美；
现在的我喜欢花是因为花有灵魂，是喜欢花的内在美。
也许花也跟人一样，有人喜欢漂亮的女孩子；有人喜欢又内涵的女孩子。（但我在这里声明有内涵的不一定漂亮；漂亮的不一定没内涵）好像很矛盾啊，嗯，生活总存在着矛盾，正如：黑与白；生与死；····但它们可以同时存在啦，例如： 黑白电视，生死关头。哈····很牵强的说法。算啦，不废话这么多啦，以下献上我的插花技术相片一张。。。 2006年7月 If U Care...... If u care, please do not hurt me again and again...................................
If u care , please do not ask who wrong,who is right.....................
If u care, please just tell me.........................................
If u care, please put it in action...........................
If u care, please do not ask me why.............
If u care, Please show me ur way........
If u care, please let me go.......
If u care, please let it be...
Do u know what am i talking aobut? I'm not sure as well. I just wanna tell what is C-A-R-E for me.........
Care should be in love;
Care should be no more asking;
Care should be no right and wrong for us;
Care should be clear and unclear , something and nothing;
Care should be let u happy, me happy, she happy, he happy and let them happy. 2006年6月 Summary of two yrs How time flies. After 26th of this mont (26th,Jun,o6),i already stayed in Australia for exactly two yrs. It is the first that i go to another country. i felt exciting, happy. When get off the plane i thought it is the dreamworld of mine. i saw birds played around those people who drinking coffee. Sky is light blue without any cloud. When i get on the car,i saw houses r very diff with my country, everywhere is very quiet, environment is very elegant. I lived in a little subure which tlakes me about half an hour to central. The next day that i arrived i went to Sydney University with Carment, Danel, Ethen and Tim, then showed me where is my school. After another day, i went to go to school by myself. when i finished school and go back to my subure was about 7pm. it was very cold , very dark. i lost my way to home. i looking and looking but still not found it. then i show the address to a lady, she told me how to go.finally, i get home by myself. During i live in that subure,one day on my way home i saw an indian guy on the train station, we chat on the train, he told me that he just live in the last two station of mine. we exchanged mobile phone number. After few weeks we become good friends until now. i lived in popo's home(my homestay) for about half an year. i can say i love to stay there, but life is changing day by day,i have to move on, so i choose to move out. i moved to another subure, which is about 15mins to the first subure. it is a house as well it got a big garden, differet kinds of rose grow there, so i always pick them, then put in the vast to decerate my room. in there i get on well with my landlord--Jack, he is my good friend, he help me a lot. i liveed in Jack's home for about 1year then i move to the same subure but different street, wher there is not so many people live in, but one girl got big dog and a rabbit, one girl got a cat(actually i don't like cat,coz i scare if their crying), the girl who got the cat , whose bf always come. another girl got no animal. i didn't have any ppet at that time. So i choose to plant flowers and vegetables. They grow very well, coz i took care of them so much. He...... After i lived in that house for aobut 6 weeks i move to another subure which just next to the last subure. it is a house as well. i live with my good friend SS.and his brother GS. after one week i bought a pet his name is Dudu. his skin is snow white, his eye is just like black current and apply juic(Red) .
so now there r 4 people living in this house, we r a family. i like to live in here. about my study is : i study in language school then study in diploma then i am going to study bachelor course in UTS next month. life is changing veryday. i will try my best to let my dream come true....... 2006年6月 Why , why, why.........
Busy can let me forget ....... This morning i get up very early.@ about 7am. (coz i usually get up @12:30pm.) i feel my eys become smaller, and i can not see the thing clear. Sunshine shinning on the window let me feel today is another day. i didn't cry from the morning till now. Maybe i don't have any tear. Or i feel too sad to let the tear come out. i try to not think about u, so i start to wash all the coversheet and clean all the house. i start to calm down. coz i think how can i keep loving someone who never ever love me.
 May times i hope u can hold my hand, but u don't want. Even i try to hold his hand u take it away, at that time can u feel how sad i am? my tear almost come out. Today u told me u didn't chang, but i cannot believe it, u action already told me last night. i still remember that u said , life is changing, that is the new start for u and me. yes, what u said is the fact, life is changing, but why u changing without any proper reason suddenly? Now i feel there is a big invisible wall beteen u and me.busy still can not help me forget to think of u, it just can help me to get tired.  My Face Can Tell Can u see my smile face when u try to make me happy?
Can u see my depressed face when u make me sad?
Can u see the tear comes down from my eyes while u angry?
Can u hear my sound of laughter when i feel happy?
Can u hear the sound of my crying while u talk about her?
Can u hear the rhythm of my heart beating when i so close to u?
Can u feel i change for u day by day?
Can u feel my heart is beating for u?
Can u feel my world is moving for u?
Do u know me?
Do u understand me?
Do u clear what i mean?
Do u ever love me?
Do i ever touch ur heart?
Is that u said it is impossible for us with every reasons that u gave to me just excuses?
Is it really impossible for us?.........  Words reflect the life. someone said girls are angels, they break their wings to the man's worlds because of LOVE. |
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